Fantasy, according to some Byzantine spiritual fathers, is something we need to overcome. It acts as a power that distorts the imagination. Most of our lives we give
into it in one form or another. It is often attached to a sin, like the one the
devil offered our Ancestors. At other times, it becomes a false reality that we
live in. In both instances we are called to overcome it, if we wish to have more
of God. This can be very difficult, especially in our culture that thrives on
it. As a culture we are coming closer and closer to the possibility having a perpetual
fantasy world. The greatest example of this I believe can be found in the
video-game sub culture. The evolution of this culture is making way for a persistent
virtual world making any diabolical fantasy a constant reality.
According
to St. Nikodemos the Hagiorite, “fantasy
has more power and domination over us than the senses themselves”. To overcome the domination that St. Nikodemos
speaks of some fathers have taught us to be Watchful (Nepsis). Watchfulness is guarding
what you let into your mind or heart. Regarding fantasy, we should have the attitude
of a person that has the foreknowledge of someone trying to break into their home.
A person in these circumstances is always looking at the windows, the doors, and
making sure the thief has no entry. Like a thief, fantasy will come and being
aware of this we must keep it from breaking in and stealing what belongs to
Christ. In other words, as the apostle Paul teaches, “take
captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ (2Cor. 2:5b)”. By doing
this we will keep our minds and hearts free from the domination of fantasy.
In
conjunction with being Watchful, the fathers teach us also to pray. Sometimes
in practicing Watchfulness something like a “fantasy island” appears. This island
can offer everything from a good lunch, innovative ideas, or even trying to
relive an enjoyable experience. In trying to swim towards this island we
will always end up drowning in a false reality. Like someone who could drown the
fathers teach us that we should pray that way. Imagine sinking in a sea and you
see Christ afar off. You would cry out to him with all your strength and do
everything in your power so that he could save you. This is the way we must sometimes
cry out in our minds, “LORD JESUS CHRIST, SON OF GOD, HAVE MERCY ON ME A SINNER”.
I
want to add that every now and then I hear pious Byzantines attacking the use
of the imagination in prayer, like how some use the Rosary. They do this because
they have been misinformed about how some fathers understood fantasy. For instance,
St John Climacus defines imagination or fantasy as follows: “Fantasy is an illusion of the eyes when the mind
is asleep. Fantasy is ecstasy of the nous, when the body is awake. Fantasy is
the vision of something which does not exist in reality”. Sometimes the
fathers are not always clear on the differences between fantasy and imagination. One thing to keep in mind is that there is no universal teaching on this subject. For instance,
imagination according to some fathers is a God given faculty that has a place
in prayer. For others, the use of fantasy has been vital in the communication
of beauty and ideas. Among these differences, what the fathers want us to understand
is that fantasy, as an impassioned state, is what we are called to overcome.
God
has called us to grow in our experience of Him. In order to do this, He has
given us everything that He is in Jesus Christ. He has called us to participate
in what He is and for some that might mean escaping a “fantasy island”. We all
struggle with fantasy in some way. This has been our natural state since the
Fall. In the Fall we were offered a false reality as opposed to the one God
wished for us to have. Since that time, we have been chasing after these false realities
only to end up never really possessing the delight they offer. In contrast, God
wants us to experience the reality that he has put before us. He wants us to experience
the true delight of his presence, which is hidden in each and every moment.